I started everything in good start, having my eyes set for the ultimate goal as an obedient son. Things all went good and fair, life seems to be more interesting than before. Walking in the mall, staring every people to pass by. I'm wandering how they solve the common problems that may come to their life, how they face the inevitable prone of death, suffering, lust, deceit, anger, greed, and thirst for dominion power. The comfy soft touch of the air that pierced into my skin, the coldness of still life. So much to fathom the world, its resemblance to nature and cosmos. True hard to understand, how life begins, from sticky tiny cell unto irritable human being, who always falls to complain. Now I see the pain, suppression, misery, and the more I see the less I believe. They say life should be live to the fullest, even the wisest man who walk on earth says that too, in everything you do, make sure your sin will find you out. So real and so inquisitive to understand. Now I can see what to do if they are all against this life of mine. Living through the fullest and redeeming myself to eternal fire. Doing what is good, holy and just. Live by HIS word and communicate to people with kindness and love. Pronouncement of judgment and coming retribution on the unjust body is soon to meet its end. As I close now my eyes I felt life is now giving in to its lure of desires. Too hard to handle well, that's life, live to the fullest, no regrets. Carpe diem baby...